I’m feeling quite nostalgic about the past year. So many things have happened – things that made me smile, things that I regret, things that makes my heart ache. In many ways, be it good or bad, my life has changed. I now have a step-father, I lost my soul mate, I made new friends, and I experienced many feelings.

I wish I could have done some things differently. Like some people, I have done some stupid things. I have said irresponsible things that damaged relationships. I have procrastinated more often than necessary. I have lied to people. I have been dishonest to myself. I have acted like a fool. There are many things I wish I could change. I wish I can turn back time and do something over, but I know it is impossible for anyone to do that and what has been done cannot be undone. Too bad, huh?

On a side note though, I really really miss you. (But I can’t say it to you when you asked, right? Sigh.

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New Year’s Eve was pretty normal. Met JX in the afternoon – we were supposed to go shopping for my dad’s belated birthday present but ended up having lunch and watching tv. Went to the playground at night, did some quick catching up, and started playing games. It was fun. We walked to Boon Lay for the countdown – the jaywalking part was pretty funny I guess. Saw a few friends there. This year’s fireworks were really chio. Went back to the playground after that to play with the newly-bought UNO Stacko.

To WJ, JX, JJ – Thanks for walking me home! Love you guys. Happy New Year!